Feels like a DrEaM

What a crazy and strange week. Have you ever had those moments that you feel like your body is just going through the motions of the day?! Well this last week has been like a bad dream. I love life...but when it rains it POURS! I went with my mom to Women's Conference and was unable to get to all the classes we wanted too...very disappointing...But the ones we did get to were so good it made up for the ones we missed. The only one we planned and actually made it to was on Infertility & Adoption. That was worth the trip alone. I missed a cycle...knew I wasn't preg...took a test...saw a very light positive sign...got my hopes up (even though my heart is set on adoption)...took another test ...negative...started! Very up and down emotional roller coaster. The good news of the week is that Brett went to an auction when I was at the Conference and won Lasik Eye surgery! Very Very cheap! I'm so excited for him. He has had glasses since he was 6 years old.

The night we got home we went to my brothers the pick up my mom's dogs. Jozee was so excited to see my mom even though it had only been one night she had a seizure. The next morning Jozee was doing better until early after noon when I got a call from my mom needing me to take her and Jozee to the Emergency Vet. Jozee started turning YELLOW! Her skin, mouth and ears were yellow. Long story short we took her home with some meds and was told if she got worse to take her back in. 7:00 the next morning I got a call from my mom saying that she got worse during the night and she had to put Jozee down:( Anyone who knows my mom knows that Jozee has been her shadow for the last 8 years. It will be awhile before we are all use to her absence. I stayed with my mom last night to keep her company and my brother is with her tonight just to help her with the void she will feel for awhile. My dad Will be home this weekend and will be able to stay a little longer due to the situation Me, my mom and Ethan are going to Arizona next week to spend time with him.

My mom loving Jo

I took these pics with my phone at the vets office with the feeling of losing her even though we had hope...somethings you just know even though you want to deny it.